The first week of the new school year started with Lee texting me from the airport that the toilet is stopped up before I even got out of bed and the week ended with me throwing up. The middle wasn’t much better. These kinds of weeks trigger my go to thoughts; I just want to die. God helped me create new pathways to stop this negative thinking a few years ago but these processes run deep and like to rear their ugly head. Thankfully I recognize it and can label myself with life giving promises. I am a child of the King. I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me. In my weakness He is strong. He has a plan for me. I am His friend. He didn’t promise life would be easy he promised to be with me. I know I’m in the palm of His hand and I’m going to come out with more tools for larger messes. We just overcame a deep trench of negative thinking.
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